Anyone know of a good comedy film? Me & my fam are feeling a bit down and want a laugh. Kinda like Step Brothers funny/Drawn Together. Anything immature/offensive I guess hahaha

i hope things get better and i hope things change…

Okay kind of lame but I’m feeling down so I was looking up some sad stuff on tumblr, when this popped up. Not sure how long this has been going on but I love that the tumblr staff did this, it’s really thoughtful and actually made me felt like some other people cared. :’)

You know somethings wrong when you feel too sad to sleep.

its sad to think there is no reason for things…no reason at all for bad things happening..we want to believe it happened for a reason, we want to think that someone learned something out of it..but to know it happened for no reason is tough…its our nature to twist things around and make them fit..can you really blame people for trying to make things up, because the thought of nothingness hurts for a lotta people

or if people just suck?

Prolly delete this soon. It just sucks. Getting gawked at hurts just as much as being called fat and ugly. I’m tired of guys looking at me like I’m just there to impress them, just there for them to look at, I’m tired of them picking on me telling me I’m fat or ugly, or rating me or them asking me to make them fuckinggoddamnsandwiches. Telling me I look 12 when I don’t wear makeup because ‘women are expected to wear makeup.’ Some act really nice at first, then realize they won’t get sex so they ditch me then never speak to me again, a ton have forced themselves on me, forcefully kissed me, or grabbed my boobs and butt like its fine, like I don’t have feelings or something. Some just say “Hi wanna fuck?” or “Hey you should send me nudes :)” Its humiliating. After this one guy grabbed me, I bitched him out then he asked me out, EXPECTING ME TO SAY YES! I’m tired of being thought of as just a body or something to be used for sex, which I don’t even have promiscuous sex (if you know me you know I don’t do that, proof they don’t even get a chance to know me). I’m a fucking person, I have feelings, I’d say I’m a pretty nice somewhat intelligent person with a huge range of interests who can kick a guys ass at video games, and most of the guys around here don’t even get a chance to know me before they fucking grab me, ask me out or ask for sex. They think buying me a slice of pizza is an invitation into my vagina. No. I don’t care about how much money you have, or how many exes you’ve had or if you’re trying to make me jealous or if you got new shoes, I hear that all the time please just talk about something interesting, WONDER, THINK, FEEL, FUCKING QUESTION, SOMETHING! Whats so wrongs with a smile, or a ‘how are you’ or a “you’re pretty” or “oh wow you like that band me too lets talk about music” what the fuck. I’d rather have a friend than boyfriend anyway, most don’t even wanna know me or get to be friends. I think I have a lot to offer but no one will ever know.

I just want to be treated like a normal person, not an object. :/ My luck sucks. I just want to have a normal conversation with someone around here.

Why do I even try to loose weight, or look pretty..Why am I so damn insecure when I’m surrounded by a ton of assholes who I hate…I give up screw everyone. I can’t remember the last person I had a crush on (besideshenryrollins) It takes way to much effort to impress people you don’t even like.

I’m so scared to see my results for the MRI..I looked at the dvd I got of it and it looks like I have Spinal stenosis right where it hurts..I really hope it comes back normal because I don’t know what’d I’d do..Its getting worse and it hurts to do anything :/ I feel like a loser..

I’m so pessimistic it’s disgusting…I see a cute little new born dog and in my head I’m like “…whats the point of pets..they just die…one day that man will grow up with his puppy and the puppy will die…then the man would be heart broken because the dog he grew up with died..whats the point of life? its like playing a video game then all of a sudden the memory gets erased..its like everything you’ve tried to accomplish was pointless..its like getting your xbox smashed”

wtf

wow 

extroverted feelings are getting in the way of my introverted ones…i feel lonely and i actually want more friends..whats wrong with me? i never feel like this. this isn’t good. i feel more lonely when i’m with people, rather than just being alone. i used to love being alone, but today i hate it…and i just want a real hug :/ 

with that being said i also just want a guy who reads books, and who is just as lonely and pissed off as i am. :/

Sigh..I’m pretty sure I have seasonal depression. I’m content during spring and summer (maybe because school isn’t in session :p), I’m more talkative, but once fall and winter come along I barely talk at all and I get really depressed and anxious. I don’t know how to fix it :/ this happens every year, but stupid things do happen to cause it, I’m not sure if its the seasons or just life haha.

So sick of this back pain, its getting worse every day, I almost cried in class yesterday, and it hurt to sleep. Right when I woke up I was in pain..Ugh this is driving me crazy. I stayed home it hurt so bad, and nothing helps it. Its making me feel like a loser cause I can’t lift anything and walking around with my school bag puts me in so much pain, and I don’t even want to think about getting a job right now or college, I haven’t excersized the way I wanted to in months, It kills to wear a bra more than ever (which is making me hate my culture even more) I used to be strong, lift 25 pound weights now I cant even lift a gallon of milk.I went to physical therepy yesterday and I only completed half of the excersized she wanted me to do, I couldn’t even hold my legs or arms in place when she was pushing down on them. I feel like a loser.Ugh I don’t know what to do. :I

remember when songs used to be more than 3 minutes long?

So back in 2007 was a really rough time for my whole family, me and my brother switched schools to a school where we had no one, and my parents were going through a divorce. In 2008 my mom left my dad, and I went to go live with her (changing schools again) and my brother stayed with my dad. It really hit my dad the hardest and he was mad a lot, since he JUST bought a house and a dog and a car and my mom left shortly after, so I didn’t see him much, but my brother had to live with him and witness how hard it was. About 2 years after, me and my mom moved again (changing schools again) my brother decided to live with us. So my dad was left all alone with no one but his dog, Loki a VERY smart German Shepard, who’s the runt of the bunch, he’s very hyper, and he used to get so excited if anyone came to visit, he would pee, then knew he wasn’t suppose to pee, so he would quick lick it up to hide it. When my dad leaves the house he cries for a long time and you can hear him all the way down the block. He’s scared of thunder and fire works, he hides in the bathtub if he hears it (how smart right?) If he sees someone with a knife he barks violently. If we all howl he joins in with us. My dad changed a lot so we started to visit him a lot again. Then a year after, my dads brother and father passed away, and he came down with MS. Loki proved to him that a dog could be a best friend and loyal, now this year, he has to get rid of the house and Loki, this is was upsets me the most, because he was extremely close to my dog out of all of us, he was the only one there the whole time for him, he bought the house for us. when we got the news, we all felt the same, very sad, we cried, and I think Loki knows, hes just been sitting around, you can tell he’s sad. He doesn’t even get excited when someone comes over. It just upsets me, bad news on top of bad news for my dad, he’s a good guy, and I really want good things to happen to him..