I want to leave, I want to move, I want to start over, I want to start fresh. However, moving won’t get rid of the skeletons in your closet. Your demons always end up catching up to you, no matter how far you run. 

Depressions grip is too hard to break free from. The past even has a stronger grasp.

I need a catharsis, I need to purge

the fluid in my veins needs to diverge

i need to make what is submerged emerge


ashamed of my blood, ashamed of my genes

that are full of mud and full of screams


my tainted blood that remains contaminated,

leaves me isolated & alienated, 


my genetics leave me pathetic and schizophrenic 

I’m just like my parents, inauthentic 

the blood in my veins are carcinogenic and parasitic 


like mother, like daughter, like father like son,

what’s done is done and can’t be undone

but can this cycle be overcome? 



remember when a girl from my school wore a dress the same color as the green screen at prom


oh yes


her date did too


That is actually kind of awesome. 


happy easter here’s a chocolate version of the cross our lord was tortured and killed on
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i still cant believe the easter bunny died for our sins

Follow this newbie !


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Omfg srlly srlly you cannot play halo with me I’m always saying that’s what she said rigbone”wow that was over quick” me “that’s what she said”



Happy birthday @rigbone ! I could write a book on 6th grade alone, but we all have to forget that year since it is embarrassing… Just like with the other best friends who’s birthdays are in this month, she tells me what I need to hear and is the least judgmental person on this planet. Not to mention our band is amazing. Happy 20th birthday girl, turn up for me!

Awww, Gabby thank you for this! I am just seeing it now. It brought a huge smile to my face!!!
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Mysterious by ~JohnnyNiffer
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Day Dreaming by ~JohnnyNiffer
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